Thursday, July 26, 2007

MY TWO PRECIOUS ANGELS

Well, I guess I've waited long enough...I might as well explain my reason for the slack on my blog. Some thought maybe I had fallen off the face of the earth. It's been a ROUGH 2 weeks to say the least. It all began July 16th. I happen to turn another year older that day and for some reason felt horrible about that. I started another age bracket (30 of all things). If that wasn't bad enough....I was to go for a doctor appt for confirm a new little arrival on the way which we had been very excited about. It was definintely confirmed, BUT that I probably would not carry this one very much longer. I went through 3 blood test that week and they all confirmed the doctors suspicion...I would be miscarrying soon. Doctors know best I guess because 5 days letter I did miscarry. We were devasted to say the least! This was the second loss in 14 months. While we know both babies are with Jesus, we still have that emptiness. We have been so thankful for our families & friends prayers & support during this time. Tony & I of course show our emotions two separate ways...he wants to just go go go and me....I've kind of went into a shell and just want to hide from it all. Don't really want to do anything, go anywhere, have anything to do with anything or anyone at time. Anyway, just wanted to give you an update as to what is happening in our little world here. I was hoping to update with good news on the 16th but it did not happen that way. If you think about it, please just say a prayer for us. We've been told by well meaning people, at least you have two! That doesn't help the pain any!!! My mom gave me a book to read (THANKS SO MUCH MOM) entitled "Empty Arms" and believe me it was sure hard to read that book through the tears. I read the whole book in a couple of hours. I will probably go through it a couple of more times at least. Well, I didn't intend on writing a book, but many have asked where I've disappeared to so instead of writing it FIFTY times (a little exaggeration maybe LOL) I figured I'd just blog it and let them read it there. May God Bless everyone of you!

6 comments:

urhis said...

Sarah & Tony our prayers are with you and we love you both. We are here for you in any way you need us. God's way is not always our way but He sees the quilt of our lives and the dark threads are there to show the beauty of the bright colors. Lean of Him as your anchor. Love, Dad & Mom

Merrie Beth said...

Dear Sarah,
I wish I could say something to help take the pain away, but that is impossible. All I can say is that we love you and are praying for you. I wish with all my heart I could be there now. Love, Merrie Beth

Sarah said...

Mom,
Thanks for the encouraging words. Thanks for being there the last few weeks. I have sure appreciate it! Love ya!

Merrie Beth,
Thanks for the little note. We want you to know we will be praying for you all this week too. Little Aaron is in God's Hands. We've been through what you all are facing and God was definitely with us more than we realized. We wish we could be there with ya all but know our love and prayers are with you! Love ya all!

Angie Davis said...

Sarah, I'm so sorry to hear about your little one. Glad you gave us some insight, so we can pray for you.

Sharlyn said...

I'm so sorry! Hugs, hugs, hugs. The Empty Arms book (if it's the same one) is fantastic, yes, hard to read but great info. I will be praying for you. Thanks for bringing us up to date.

Cousin Janet said...

Sarah,
We are so sorry to learn of your two recent losses and your grief. Hold to God's hand. When you can no longer hold on, just rest in the palm of His hand. Love, Cousin Janet

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